the only thing that could make him feel better. It felt like the only method he could use to free himself from the sin he cast upon himself. It was like it was calling his name just to be used. "Would Ink want this." he walked over to his bed and sat on it and stared at his nightstand where the razor blade laid. That feeling that he need to be punished for what he did to his beloved ink. You are better than this dream." The urge of cutting was getting to him. why can't you forgive me Ink!" He stood up from his chair and looked to the nightstand at the side of his bed. Tears fell down onto the paper as he held tightly onto my pencil. He stopped and stared at the note book entry.
I will always love ink, my pride and joy. If I'm lucky, maybe we could date again and I'll fix all of my past mistake! We can get married and adopt kids. I don't even care if me and Ink date again! I just want to be near him or just hug him for awhile and pretend that the date at the drive in didn't happen. Maybe one day things will go back to normal. Killer is fun to be around as well, I honestly think he gay like me but I don't think he's ready to face the facts yet. Horror is very funny, which is very surprising! I always thought he was super scary but he has a nice sense of dark humor. They really have been my safe zone through this whole drama. It's a bit odd yes but I really enjoy their company! Such wonderful souls. Recently I began to hang out with horror and killer more. If I didn't insult him or maybe if I just trusted that he wouldn't leave me for that douche bag then we would still be together. Maybe if I didn't panic when I saw them together then maybe, just maybe we would still be together.
I wish Error and Ink would have stayed enemies. I regret everything I said to him that night I wish I could just kill myself! I wish Error never came into the damn picture. Once again, this is the only way I can deal with my emotions in a healthy way so please listen. it's me dream again to tell you about my feelings. Dream sat in his desk as He wrote into his diary That he got recently to deal with. I'm not one to self harm or to shame but please let me know if this is a emotion some feel when they do it? I'm not 100% sure how people feel when they do it so please inform as I'm only 50% sure!!))
((Hey my dudes this one might be a little tough for some viewers as it contains self harm.
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